[Verse 1]
Keys in the door
Boots on the floorboards
I count the cracks
Breathe
Stay quiet
Your name like thunder
Slamming down the hall
My teeth touch glass
I brace for impact
[Chorus]
What did I do?
Tell me what I did to earn your war
What did I break
To make you want to break me more?
I was just a kid
You were supposed to be a home
Not a wound
What did I do?
Or was it always you?
[Verse 2]
Words like bottles
Thrown across my chest
You called it “teaching”
I called it “bleeding”
Mirror in the bathroom
Blue around my eye
You said
“You made me”
I learned how to lie
[Chorus]
What did I do?
Tell me what I did to earn your war
What did I break
To make you want to break me more?
I was just a kid
You were supposed to be a home
Not a wound
What did I do?
Or was it always you?
[Bridge]
I carry every echo
In the way I hate my face
Still hear your voice
When I make one mistake
But I’m not your story
I’m not your shame
I cut the cord
When I say your name
[Chorus]
What did I do?
Maybe I was never why you raged
What did I break?
Nothing but the bars around this cage
I was just a kid
You were the storm I crawled out through
What did I do?
Nothing
You were the bruise
[Outro]
Keys on my own door
Hands that never shake
I look in the mirror
And I don’t take your blame (no more)