Track · May 18, 2026 · English

Ashes In Your Name

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Duration

4:07

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

You left your coat on the chair

Still smells like cheap regret

I found your lighter in the sink

And I still ain't quit that yet

Your name in my phone

Like a ghost with a pulse

I scroll to your last little text

Then I stare at the wall and curse

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm pacing holes in the floor

I'm mad at the sky for you

And every junked-up promise

Keeps splitting me in two

I hate what it took

I hate what it did

I hate that I miss you

Like a kid misses home

[Chorus]

Come back, come back

I know you can't stay

Come back, come back

You're better away

I want you back

But not in that shape

Not in that place

[Verse 2]

Your hoodie on my door

Like a flag in a storm

I punch the mattress at night

Till my knuckles come warm

Your mother called again

Her voice shook like glass

She said, "He's breathing, he's trying"

And I broke on the call

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm screaming at nothing

I'm choking on shame

'Cause part of me wants you

And part of me knows your name

Belongs to the man

You were before the fall

Not the shadow that dragged you

Past the edge of it all

[Chorus]

Come back, come back

I know you can't stay

Come back, come back

You're better away

I want you back

But not in that shape

Not in that place

[Breakdown]

Take the pill

Take the lie

Take it all

And watch me die

I loved you hard

I loved you wrong

Now all that's left

Is this broken song

[Bridge]

If I could rip out the dark

From the back of your chest

I would do it with my hands

I would do it to death

But love ain't a cage

And I won't beg you to drown

So I stand at the gate

When the night pulls you down

[Final Chorus]

Come back, come back

I know you can't stay

Come back, come back

You're better away

I want you back

But not in that shape

Not in that place

[Outro]

If you make it through

If you find your way

I'll learn how to miss you

And still let you stay away

Style

nu metal with rap-rock bite and half-time breakdowns; verse rides tight palm-muted riffspunchy drumsand snarled rap delivery; pre-chorus opens to gang harmonies and rising toms; chorus turns vocals only with stacked clean voices and aching call-and-response; bridge drops to a bleak spoken whisper before a final breakdown hits with low chugsscratched accentsand shouted doubles. darkcompressedand aggressive mix with a rawchest-thumping low end.metalrapnu metal

Prompt

Metal rap nu metal with break downs and bridges and one chorus that is vocals only About losing someone to drugs and being in a dark place place and wanting them back knowing they are better off

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GeneratedMay 18, 2026

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