Lost In Our Echoes

[Verse 1]
You say that you love me
Then ask why I’m distant
I stare at the ceiling
Pretend that I’m listening
You want the old me
But I don’t even miss her
She smiled through the arguing
Called that a fixer
Fighting on Friday
Brunch pics on Sunday
Posting our highlight reel
Deleting the ugly
You hold my hand harder
Every time I pull back
You calling it passion
I’m calling it red flags
[Chorus]
I’m lost in our echoes
Can’t hear my own name
Drowning in “us”
In the flood of your blame
I’m searching for someone
I barely recall
If I find myself
Do I lose it all? (yeah)
Lost in our echoes
Your voice in my head
If I walk away
Do I come back from the dead?
[Verse 2]
You tell me I’m selfish
For wanting my breathing
You call it attention
I call it healing
You say I’m confusing
I’m changing too fast
But staying the same
Is what shattered my past
I shrink when you’re angry
Grow tall when I’m gone
I’m scared of the silence
But tired of your songs
You swear that you’ll fix it
You’ll bend, you’ll adjust
But I’ve broken my boundaries
To build you my trust
[Chorus]
I’m lost in our echoes
Can’t hear my own name
Drowning in “us”
In the flood of your blame
I’m searching for someone
I barely recall
If I find myself
Do I lose it all? (oh)
Lost in our echoes
Your voice in my head
If I walk away
Do I come back from the dead?
[Bridge]
What if I choose me
Is that your goodbye?
If loving you costs me
Then who pays the price?
You’re holding my history
I’m holding the door
You’re asking for one more chance
I’m asking for so much more
[Chorus]
I’m lost in our echoes
Can’t hear my own name
Drowning in “us”
In the flood of your blame
I’m searching for someone
I barely recall
If I find myself
Do I lose it all?
Lost in our echoes
But here’s what is true
If I ever find me
I might stop needing you

rap, Moody alt-rap over sparse trap drums and warm bass, female vocals. Introspective verses ride a close, almost whispered flow; hook lifts with a melodic chant and layered doubles. Subtle piano stabs and airy pads widen the chorus, with ad-lib harmonies and a late-song energy swell for the final refrain., female vocals