Heavenly Denial

[Verse 1]
Heart full of thunder, lungs full of rain,
They shrug when I speak, dismissing my pain.
Sick on the daily, invisible chains,
A whisper for help, but it echoes in vain.
[Chorus]
Nobody’s listening, I’m screaming inside,
Broken but breathing, no tears left to cry.
Heaven seems softer, a cloud I could ride,
The world turns its back, while I silently die.
[Verse 2]
Words are my prison, trapped in this cell,
The doctors, the stares, a personal hell.
They say “you look fine,” can’t they even tell?
This body’s a grave, and I’m under the spell.
[Bridge]
Fingers trace scars they’ll never believe,
Every gasp a battle, yet they still deceive.
Their eyes dodge the truth, it’s hard to perceive,
But I’m done with their lies, I’m ready to leave.
[Verse 3]
Pills on the counter, thoughts start to weave,
Dreams of a place where my soul can just breathe.
A sky without judgment, no guilt to retrieve,
Where angels won’t question, they’ll just let me grieve.
[Chorus]
Nobody’s listening, I’m screaming inside,
Broken but breathing, no tears left to cry.
Heaven seems softer, a cloud I could ride,
The world turns its back, while I silently die.

emotional, emo, ballad, sad, rap, trap ballad, female vocals, melancholic