Life is real

Every since I was one years old I don’t know what I been told but every since I was 2 my mom left me on the streets and said fuck you but every since I was 3 I started smoking some weed right next to a tree tryin to figure out how to breath but every since I was 4 the state came knocking on the door saying I can’t see my family no more and they keep doping me up on so much medication and more but every since I was five I watch someone I love commit suicide and that shit really made me cry but every I was 6 and 7 years old I got down on my knees preying to god to see if he can help me the struggle and the fight through the days and the night but every since I was 8 I was the only person providing food on my own dinner plate cause every one wanted to act fake but every since I was 9 I was walking around like I was fine but every since I was 10 and 11 years old I keep preying to good to see if one day I’ll make it to heaven but now I’m 19 with a wife and kid on the way I promise her that we r gonna be ride or die girl don’t be shy just open up and cry on my shoulder and ain’t no one gonna get over cause u gonna be the best mother and I’m gonna be the best father