[Verse 1]
Empty cup on the table
Same fight
Just a different day
Voices hang in the hallway
Like they’re waiting for me to break
I used to bleed when you blamed me
Now I just watch the replay
Frozen face in the mirror
I don’t even move when it shakes
[Chorus]
I’m drowning in the drama
Going under slow
Can’t feel the waves
Can’t feel the water
Just losing control
I’m sinking in the silence
Where did my fire go?
I’m so tired of the trauma
I’m losing
I’m losing control
[Verse 2]
You spin storms out of whispers
Turn bruises into my fault
Every word is a weapon
And you wear them like they’re your scars
I used to chase every answer
Begging you to let me in
Now the numb sits on my shoulders
Heavy like a second skin
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Heartbeat
Shallow
Breathing through a broken straw
Can’t tell if this is living
Or just learning how to fall
If I scream here in the deep end
Would you even hear my name?
Or would you pour a little gasoline
And call it rain?
[Chorus]