Yea it's 2 am up in the morning, third time this week I've been caught up in my emotions, I swear I didn't mean to be, but last night I had a dream about you and me, yea that's right, I'm losing sleep, I never wanted this, im feeling deep, I wrote my promises.
Now that your gone I lost a fuckin part of me, so uevery girl I see I look for you, all those years of you and me, I wanted you, what should I do?
I gave my heart I gave my love, was it enough? I gave everything I had to lose, but you. You got hurt, you lost trust, you had enough, you did everything you had to do, it's true.
But maybe fuck it I don't want you back, maybe I just wanna breathe and get you up outta my cardiac, you loaded your gun and then you cocked it, and now I'm seven shots deep off Henney, yes you popped it.
As the days go by, I feel so low that I get so high, never knew a love that felt so right, never thought we had to say goodbye....(repeat once more)
Now I'm stuck between Fuck love and don't give a fuck, cuz I mean you got my mind all boggled up, and now your just a another story that I'm giving up, these flashbacks got my feelings twisted, we used to laugh away the day getting high to the limit, we used to chat about our dreams and you told me your visions, yea you used to be my queen, you felt safe in my kingdom, now I'm supposed to give it up? I feel lost in this prison. All I wanted was to hear your voice, but you made your decisions, now your with anotha guy that's willing to listen.
You see, I had my demons too, but you th took away that pain since the day you came in view and I saw my silver lining for a chance to make It through, cuz the day you lose somebody is the day you losin you.
I wish you can see I'm sorry, I hope your happy now, cuz I live to do me. It's breaking me inside, I don't want to, but I miss you more, cuz brown eyes were only eyes until I saw yours.........
As the days go by, I feel so low that I get so high, never knew a love that felt so right, never thought we had to say goodbye
CAM
