Mix Of Emotions

Verse 1

Some days I’m on top of the world

Some nights I can’t get out of my head

I’ve been smiling for everyone else

While fighting the words I never said

I’ve danced through the pain with the lights on low

I’ve cried in the dark where nobody knows

Every high’s got a shadow behind

Every goodbye still stuck in my mind

Pre-Chorus

I’ve been running from silence

Chasing something to feel

Every moment collides and

Now I’m standing here still

Chorus

It’s a mix of emotions

I don’t know what to feel

One hand holding on to the past

One foot learning what’s real

I’m breaking, I’m hoping

I’m lost but I’m closer than I’ve ever been

Yeah, it’s a mix of emotions

But I’m learning to live in them

Verse 2

I’ve been drunk on the highs of the night

And sober with the weight of the truth

I’ve said “I’m fine” way too many times

Like that’s something I’m meant to do

I’ve loved like I’d never be hurt

I’ve hurt like I’d never be whole

Every scar tells a part of the story

Every tear took a piece of my soul

Pre-Chorus

I’ve been holding my breath

Waiting on something to change

But the cracks in my chest

Are the reason I stay

Chorus

It’s a mix of emotions

I don’t know what to feel

One hand holding on to the past

One foot learning what’s real

I’m breaking, I’m hoping

I’m lost but I’m closer than I’ve ever been

Yeah, it’s a mix of emotions

But I’m learning to live in them

Bridge

Maybe I don’t need the answers tonight

Maybe healing don’t look black and white

If I fall, I’ll fall forward instead

If I’m lost, I’ll be found in the end

Final Chorus (Bigger / Emotional)

It’s a mix of emotions

Yeah, it pulls me apart

Every fear, every feeling

Living under my heart

I’m shaking, I’m changing

I’m more than the scars on my skin

Yeah, it’s a mix of emotions

And I’m finally letting them in

Outro

If this is what it means to feel alive

I’ll take the pain with the light

A mix of emotions

But at least they’re mine