Mix Of Emotions

Verse 1
Some days I’m on top of the world
Some nights I can’t get out of my head
I’ve been smiling for everyone else
While fighting the words I never said

I’ve danced through the pain with the lights on low
I’ve cried in the dark where nobody knows
Every high’s got a shadow behind
Every goodbye still stuck in my mind

Pre-Chorus
I’ve been running from silence
Chasing something to feel
Every moment collides and
Now I’m standing here still

Chorus
It’s a mix of emotions
I don’t know what to feel
One hand holding on to the past
One foot learning what’s real
I’m breaking, I’m hoping
I’m lost but I’m closer than I’ve ever been
Yeah, it’s a mix of emotions
But I’m learning to live in them

Verse 2
I’ve been drunk on the highs of the night
And sober with the weight of the truth
I’ve said “I’m fine” way too many times
Like that’s something I’m meant to do

I’ve loved like I’d never be hurt
I’ve hurt like I’d never be whole
Every scar tells a part of the story
Every tear took a piece of my soul

Pre-Chorus
I’ve been holding my breath
Waiting on something to change
But the cracks in my chest
Are the reason I stay

Chorus
It’s a mix of emotions
I don’t know what to feel
One hand holding on to the past
One foot learning what’s real
I’m breaking, I’m hoping
I’m lost but I’m closer than I’ve ever been
Yeah, it’s a mix of emotions
But I’m learning to live in them

Bridge
Maybe I don’t need the answers tonight
Maybe healing don’t look black and white
If I fall, I’ll fall forward instead
If I’m lost, I’ll be found in the end

Final Chorus (Bigger / Emotional)
It’s a mix of emotions
Yeah, it pulls me apart
Every fear, every feeling
Living under my heart
I’m shaking, I’m changing
I’m more than the scars on my skin
Yeah, it’s a mix of emotions
And I’m finally letting them in

Outro
If this is what it means to feel alive
I’ll take the pain with the light
A mix of emotions
But at least they’re mine

Cinematic pop / emotional mid-tempo