Pulsar Star

[Verse]
When I find a reason to care 
Can I find a reason to stay there? 
It’s so here then it’s gone 
I haven’t felt right in so long 

[Verse]
My heavy head is spinning 
Thinking of every way I’m not winning 
My negativity radiates 
My mood in form of radio waves 

[pre chours]
I’m pulsing five stages 
It’s really outrageous 
It’s hard to repair a broken heart 
When you keep going back to the start 

[chorus]
Like the days of the week 
I get stronger then feel weak 
Precise bands of waves 
Echoing how I behave 
I still love you, I hate you
I’d give anything for you
I miss you, I don’t need you 
The process starts again 

[verse]
My thoughts compress to a core so dense 
Time moves slower in my presence 
A minute like a passing year 
Time heals but yet I’m stuck here 

[Rap Verse] 
Cycle overthinkin’, my core shrinkin’, 
Feeling like sinkin’, look without blinkin’ 
just how I been, kick in the shin 
Then count to ten, I lost a friend 
I can’t pretend, lost money to lend 
I broke at the bend, wait out the end 
To just amend, the time I spend 
For life and happiness to blend 

[pre chours]
I’m pulsing five stages 
It’s really outrageous 
It’s hard to repair a broken heart 
When you keep going back to the start 

[chorus]
Like the days of the week 
I get stronger then feel weak 
Precise bands of waves 
Echoing how I behave 
I still love you, I hate you
I’d give anything for you
I miss you, I don’t need you 
The process starts again 

[Rap Verse 2] 
Seven straight days of suffering 
Fire fight five ways of flighting 
Tired times two I’m over it 
Bit by bit teach a dog to sit 
It’s in me I know, frozen cold like snow 
Thaw the thinking the dog I’ll show 

[ending] [chours]
I still love you, I hate you
I’d give anything for you
I miss you, I don’t need you 
The process starts again 

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