I say I wasn’t ready
Living life no safety
I told mama come get me
I knew I wasn’t ready
I spent my time calling for you
I was falling for you love the things that you do
Use to call me yo boo then I ghosted you
cause I seen that your love was gone cost my mood
I obeyed your rules now I make the rules
Just break my rules cause I still chase you
Yes we talked bout the times it was blood in my room
My cuts my wounds
Mama said ima fool
It’s tape on my shoe dirty laces too
Cause I step for you
Can you step for me not step on me
Want the best for you want the best for me
I love you girl have sex with
Don’t waste your time your time
Get on your grind I know you wanna die so do it but I try
I try to live my life
When I’m thinking suicide I just get high
And feel I can fly
They tried to say don’t run away
I went to hell built my estate
I tried to drag her to her grave
They tried to tell her run away
I’m with the devil eating steak
He showed me diamond grills and chains
I don’t know why I signed my name
I sit in hell and cry a lot
The tears dried up before they drop
The devils in my ear a lot
I watched my heart boil in a pot
She let it burn ain’t even stop
They left me dead they let me rot
Can’t run off love so I just trot
My life goes down the hill a lot