I am

Everyday I'm carrying all this weight

It's kind of scary

They look at me and think I got it easy

But it's these boulders that nobody sees

And they're getting kind of heavy

Lately the loads been pretty steady

It's always a battle in my mind

Trying to hide that I'm never fine

Shut down by love because I don't have any money

My life stays pretty lonely

And so my heart feels hungry

All I want to do is just be normal

But I guess I'm too emotional

No one understands why Im so hormonal

So I guess I'm just abnormal

(Chorus)

Pain

It always finds me in my peace

Taring me down more and more

I guess I let it get the best of me

I don't expect no one to see

All the years I've been fallin on my knees

I wanna heal but how can I heal

The more I get left behind the more pain I feel

They take it all away just to give me pain

If I keep losing it all how will it ever go away

I'm sick of being a burden

I'm always hurtin

Pain is the only thing certain

Let it all come out behind the curtain

I can't even understand

Why do I make it all so hard to do

Want you to love me like I love you

Don't want you to do it for me just hold my hand

Remind me every day that you know I can

Make me believe you wanna be my man

Make me believe you love me for who I am