Everyday I'm carrying all this weight
It's kind of scary
They look at me and think I got it easy
But it's these boulders that nobody sees
And they're getting kind of heavy
Lately the loads been pretty steady
It's always a battle in my mind
Trying to hide that I'm never fine
Shut down by love because I don't have any money
My life stays pretty lonely
And so my heart feels hungry
All I want to do is just be normal
But I guess I'm too emotional
No one understands why Im so hormonal
So I guess I'm just abnormal
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Pain
It always finds me in my peace
Taring me down more and more
I guess I let it get the best of me
I don't expect no one to see
All the years I've been fallin on my knees
I wanna heal but how can I heal
The more I get left behind the more pain I feel
They take it all away just to give me pain
If I keep losing it all how will it ever go away
I'm sick of being a burden
I'm always hurtin
Pain is the only thing certain
Let it all come out behind the curtain
I can't even understand
Why do I make it all so hard to do
Want you to love me like I love you
Don't want you to do it for me just hold my hand
Remind me every day that you know I can
Make me believe you wanna be my man
Make me believe you love me for who I am