Verse 1 — Root / Awakening]
When I opened my eyes, I was breathing for the first time
My lungs were full of color and my bones were humming lines
Every blade of grass was laughing, every ant knew my name
And I thought, “Maybe God is just a very old game.”
I could feel my heartbeat like a drum beneath the dirt
And every hurt I’d ever known sang back in reverse
All my memories were melting into puddles on my tongue
And I swallowed all my childhood till the taste was gone
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[Verse 2 — Sacral / Flow]
Then I felt the rivers moving where my stomach used to sleep
The serpents woke and started spinning galaxies in me
They whispered, “Child, you’ve never died — you’ve only ever dreamed.”
And I said, “That’s fair, but I still don’t know what it means.”
My shadow split in two and told me, “Meet your better half.”
We danced beneath a halo made of photographs
My laughter filled the ether like a candle in a jar
And I floated through my body like a rental car
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[Verse 3 — Solar / Illumination]
Then I saw the sun inside me, burning clean and gold
Every secret I had buried just dissolved and told
All the faces I’d collected from the years that I’d ignored
Were angels in disguise, pretending to be bored
And the ego — oh, that bastard — he was sitting on a throne
Counting all the versions of himself he’d ever owned
He said, “Welcome to the kingdom, but the rent is self-belief.”
And when I tried to pay him, all my truths fell through my teeth
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[Verse 4 — Heart / Union]
I saw love unzipped from atoms, poured itself through time
Wrapped its arms around the ruins, whispered, “You are mine.”
I forgave every villain, every saint, and every fool
Then I looked into the mirror and forgave that one too
The walls began to shimmer like a song inside a lung
And everything that ever was became a single hum
For one small, golden second I was nothing but the air
Then I thought, “How beautiful,” and wasn’t anywhere
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[Verse 5 — Throat / Realization]
I tried to speak the language that the cosmos taught to me
But the syllables were light, and the grammar was a sea
Every word I formed collapsed back into sound
Like trying to describe a circle while your body’s spinning round
I laughed until I cried, then I cried until I split
And my tears became the alphabet of what I almost get
I told the sky my secret: “I finally see the plan.”
The sky replied, “Congratulations — now you’re just a man.”
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[Verse 6 — Third Eye / Dissolution]
And that’s when it hit me — that flash of self again
The watcher behind watching, trying to comprehend
The snake ate its own tail, and the light began to fade
And the I that had been infinite fell back into its cage
My chakras dimmed like motel signs, one by one by one
The thousand-petal lotus closed and swallowed up the sun
I woke up on my carpet, face against the floor
Still high enough to swear I’d seen the truth —
but not enough to know what for
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[Outro — Crown / Return]
Now I make my coffee, watch the sunlight on the wall
Still hear that cosmic
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