Hardest

I wanted us to collide, was startled ain't gonna lie, I started to enjoy the ride

wantin forever together for better or never, consider the weather before you lift her with pleasure

happy back at me later slap me then stab me, this rapping ain't acting and lastly ain't trashy

I jus write what I feel, all in site of what’s real

Thats jus been my mentality, now between then and reality

I dream again its a fallacy,

Cause these demons keep pullin down on me

Like Wheres the great times, cause the smile I fake mine

And they say it takes time, but all I see are gray skies

Hope the love never dies, I just want the sun to shine

And I know Im not perfect, but at least I know I try

To enhance the imperfection, have an answer to every question

It's like a cancer or infection

But I free my mind and focus, all the details that I notice

Show that you've already shown us, and we dont pay attention

Even after you say to listen, We just needa open up maybe we don't cope enough, but we needa make a difference

Or atleast “show whats up”, we just needa paint the image

And only show the love, because love is what we’re missin

We need times like these to change, I get on my knees and pray

But needa mean what I say, its hard to say out loud

And the scars make you play around, so I ask god to stay around, but he’s always been there, there’s just no light in a room full of darkness, that line replays, and stays in my mind, it’s the hardest but it’s what got me here, so it’s God we fear, and my new life has started