Forgotten About

I tried to be what you wanted

But you carved the weakness into me

Now I wear it like a fucking brand

(static… breathe…)

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You left me rotting in the place you swore was safe (yeah)

Promised me shelter then you sealed the fucking gate (liar)

I begged for truth, you fed me lies instead (fuck)

Now every word you said keeps drilling through my head (drill it)

I clawed for meaning, came up with blood (ugh)

Built my spine from rust and mud (break)

If this is love then burn it down (burn it)

I’m done pretending I’m not fucking broken now (fuck you)

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I held the weight (held it)

I bit my tongue (BIT IT)

I carried sins (WHY?)

That weren’t my own (NOT MINE)

HOW MUCH PAIN DOES IT TAKE

TO FEEL ALIVE (ALIVE?)

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If this is living, I don’t want it anymore

I’m screaming into silence, pounding on a locked door

You said I mattered — that was just a lie (just a lie)

If this is living… then let me fucking die

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LET ME GO (GO)

LET ME GO (GO)

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I watched the good in me decay (rot)

While you slept sound in your escape (coward)

You fed on guilt, you fed on fear (drink it up)

Then asked why I’m still standing here (WHY?)

I stitched my heart with barbed wire (tear it)

Set my hope on fucking fire (BURN)

Every prayer fell flat and dead (no answer)

God went quiet when I needed him instead (SILENCE)

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They call this growth (bullshit)

They call this strength (LIE)

But all I learned

Is how to FUCKING BREAK

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PLEASE

END

ME (END IT)

I DON’T WANT SAVING (NO)

I WANT SILENCE (SHUT IT DOWN)

PLEASE

END

ME (PLEASE)

CUT THE FUCKING LIGHTS

AND KILL THE VIOLENCE (BLEGH)

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(Clean)

I gave you everything I had

And it still wasn’t enough

(Scream under)

YOU TOOK IT ALL (ALL OF IT)

AND CALLED IT LOVE (FUCK)

(Clean)

If heaven’s real, it turned its back

If hell’s below, I’m already there

(Scream)

I’VE BEEN FUCKING DEAD (DEAD)

FOR YEARS (YEARS)

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If this is living, rip it out of me (rip it)

I’m drowning in the ghost of who I used to be (I’m gone)

You said I’d heal, you said I’d change (LIAR)

All I learned was how to fucking ache

If this is living, I refuse the lie (NO MORE)

I’m done begging for a reason why (WHY?)

Forget my name, erase my face (ERASE ME)

I was never meant to survive this place

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They won’t remember (they won’t)

They never do (never)

SO FUCKING

FORGET

ME

TOO (BLEGH)