Sad In The Strobe Lights

Neon in my eyes and ashes in my throat tonight

Phone on my chest dead as my hope

Lipstick on the rim of a drink I never finish

I talk big to the mirror but my voice is broke

I scroll till my thumb goes numb on the blue blue glow

Every little lie dressed up like gold

My heart in a hoodie dragging on the floor slow

I post a fake smile let the caption hold

If I scream in the chat will anybody read

If I bleed in the beat will anybody see me

Sad in the strobe lights sad in the strobe lights

Dance like I am fine but I am dying in the low lights

Sad in the strobe lights sad in the strobe lights

Laugh till it hurts then I hurt till it feels right

Sad in the strobe lights yeah sad in the strobe lights

He said I am crazy then he liked my friend at three

Said he needed space gave it all to her

I keep his old texts folded like receipts in me

Paying for a love that never did occur

If I sing to the void will it sing back slow

If I vanish from the feed will anybody know