(Verse 1)
Yo, I’m stuck in this madness, trapped in my head,
Feelin" like a ghost, wanderin", wishin" I was dead,
Lonely shadows creep, they whisper my name,
Every bottle I crack, I’m just playin’ their game.
Drugs in my veins, like I’m chasin’ the high,
But it’s a one-way ticket, and I gotta comply,
In the reflection, see a man I don’t know,
With each hit, I’m slippin", losing grip on the flow.
(Chorus)
Madness breedin" where the darkness resides,
Lost in the chaos, no one here by my side,
Alcohol’s a friend, but it’s hurtin’ my pride,
Drowning in the abyss, watchin’ dreams subside.
(Verse 2)
Every sip"s a reminder, a toast to despair,
Thought I found my solace, but it’s pullin’ me there,
Mind’s a battlefield, a war with my soul,
These pills scream peace, but they swallow me whole.
I’m deep in this spiral, can’t escape what I’ve sown,
Got a fortress of pain, but I built it alone,
Drunk on the memories, faded and torn,
Each high is a moment, but it leaves me more worn.
(Chorus)
Madness breedin" where the darkness resides,
Lost in the chaos, no one here by my side,
Alcohol’s a friend, but it’s hurtin’ my pride,
Drowning in the abyss, watchin’ dreams subside.
(Bridge)
And I’m fightin" myself, man, it’s brutal and raw,
With every line I’m spittin", I’m breakin’ the law,
But the law ain’t legit when it’s writin’ my fate,
Chained to the bottle, can’t open the gate.
(Outro)
So here’s my confession, laid bare in this rhyme,
Madness my prison, still tryin’ to climb,
But each step I take, feels like a step in place,
Drowning in the abyss, can’t escape this race.
But I won’t let the darkness consume who I am,
I’ll wrestle with my demons, show "em who’s the man