Opened Eyes

I've been living my life in a contrite way/ speeding down the highway, if the lines straight/ that I'm driving on, great, but if it aint/ then I might hit a bank, & crash the wip/ because the map that sits, in my lap is ripped/ doin' laps in fifth, gear, if I steer/ this ship towards the nearest cliff/ just to face my fears and dip/ my toes in the water, & lift/ em' outta there so I can witness the drip/ & come to the conclusion that it was all a myth/ if I could wallow in my sorrows, this/ hollow, empt,-tee feeling I have/ deep inside of my ass that's bad/ ..could turn into something that's good/ something I would, have finally understood/ & comprehended, no longer off the hinges/ no longer fear what it's cost me, then this/ pessimistic, feeling I have could end with/ or end on , a high note, & my ghost/ would stop haunting me , taunting me/ whispering in my ear that I lost the thing/ that I spent all my life trying to offer free/ & it's costed me, everything I have/ everything I'm not ,plus everything I am...everything I could've been, everything I'll never be/ Nothing is what it appeared as if it'll ever be/ even when we get emancipation...we're never free...(Chorus) Although I've said goodbye so many times / I still keep returning to the scene of many crimes/ & as if that wasn't bad enough ,I can see it in her eyes/ the life she lives is in danger of ending when she dies/ just like the replacement for outter space it/ vanished in the gas pressures antecedent, which is containment....(Verse) Hello , good day kids...I'm a fellow felon with a strange twist/ you see what I've sang it's, free for entertainment/ & even though I've got a checkered past full of stains, its/ still able to get you to play it/ shit may not be your favorite ,but it's better than they did/ rising to the top, I watched the settlement stay fixed/ to the bottom of the vase when/ all the pretty flowers you love to arrange them/ indoors so when your friends pour in / from a storm then ,they can take off their uniform in/ side of your home that's been warmed with/ so called fossil fuels/ your so fooled by these monsters rules/ these de-monster-able tools, these schools/ that lie & vary what's straight/ try & curb your enthusiasm til it breaks / but...these are the breaks...the aches...& pains that you've gotta take....some shit you just gotta stand there & take.....BUT I CANT TAKE IT...anymore!!!! ( Chorus) ...Although I've said goodbye so many times / I still keep returning to the scene of many crimes/ & as if that wasn't bad enough I can see it in her eyes/ the life she lives is in danger of ending when she dies/ just like the replacement for outter space, it/ vanished in the gas pressures antecedent, which is containment..(Outro) ..see everything they say / & everything we see are / are in opposition to each other , but we'll never be free/ from their matrix but regardless I'm me/ & I'm always going to speak what I think...cuz we obviously been lied to..so open your eyes....