[Verse 1]
You said I made you hurt
Now I flinch when you move
That look in your eyes
Still stains every room
I loved your broken hands
I wore your blame like rain
You called it my fault
I called it staying through pain
[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate that I miss you
When the door shuts hard
I hate that my heart
Still runs to the scar
You get high, then you call
Like I'm supposed to kneel
But I learned your love
Was a blade with a heel
[Chorus]
I loved a liar
I loved a fire
You tried to break me
But I’m still higher
You blame me, blame me
Say I made you fall
I loved a liar
I fear you most of all
[Verse 2]
Blue pills on the sink
Broken glass in the drain
You swore you were clean
Then you came back изменed with rage
I kept your secrets
You kept my skin in fear
Now every loud step
Pulls the whole room near
I know your apology
It comes dressed as need
And every “come back”
Feels like poison to me
[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate that I miss you
When the phone lights up
I hate that my body
Still locks up, shuts up
You get high, then you call
Like I owe you my air
But I’m done being the girl
Who pretends you care
[Chorus]
I loved a liar
I loved a fire
You tried to break me
But I’m still higher
You blame me, blame me
Say I made you fall
I loved a liar
I fear you most of all
[Bridge]
I loved you and I hated me
For staying too long
For calling it love
When it felt so wrong
Now I keep my keys close
I keep the chain on the door
If you say my name
I won’t answer anymore
[Final Chorus]
I loved a liar
I loved a fire
You tried to break me
But I’m still higher
You blame me, blame me
Say I made you fall
I loved a liar
I fear you most of all
I loved a liar
I loved a fire
I’m not your ashes
I’m out of your fire