I don’t feel love

Verse 1]

I don’t feel love, I don’t feel pain

I don’t feel human, I don’t feel the same

I don’t feel fear, I don’t feel safe

I don’t feel present, I just drift away

Every colour faded into grey

Every memory slips, won’t stay

Smiles look foreign on my face

Like I’m standing here but lost in space

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I built these walls to hide inside

Now I’m trapped with nowhere left to hide

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I thought numb would save me somehow

Thought it’d quiet every scream inside me down

But I don’t feel anything now

I’m screaming but I can’t make a sound

Floating through days like a ghost in the crowd

Trying to breathe but I’m lost in the clouds

I thought numb would save me somehow

But I don’t feel anything now

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Time keeps moving, I’m standing still

Heart keeps beating but I lost the will

Voices call but they fade away

Like echoes drowning in yesterday

I watch the world through a broken screen

Nothing’s real and nothing’s seen

Holding shadows, chasing air

Reaching out but nobody’s there

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I turned emotions into stone

Now I’m surrounded but still alone

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I thought numb would save me somehow

Thought it’d quiet every scream inside me down

But I don’t feel anything now

I’m screaming but I can’t make a sound

Floating through days like a ghost in the crowd

Trying to breathe but I’m lost in the clouds

I thought numb would save me somehow

But I don’t feel anything now

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Is there a spark beneath the dust?

Is there a heartbeat left to trust?

If I break, will I feel again?

Or just shatter into nothingness?

I miss the chaos, I miss the tears

At least they proved that I was here

If pain means living, let it show

Anything’s better than feeling alone

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I thought numb would save me somehow

Thought it’d quiet every scream inside me down

But I wanna feel something now

Even if it drags me to the ground

I don’t wanna fade like a ghost in the crowd

I wanna scream, I wanna cry out loud

I thought numb would save me somehow

But I just wanna feel something now

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I don’t feel love…

I don’t feel pain…

I just exist…

But I’m calling my name…