Undeniable Truthh

I catch myself smiling just thinking.

Like being in my head with you is just enough, for now.

But it won’t be for long, since I’ve caught a glimpse of what has been there all along, heart pounding, mind racing

The gentle eyes that say it all,

Like a drop in the Ocean

A blue so deep I get lost in the waves

For all these years

Feeling like I can’t look in them or someone might see, the mask I’ve been wearing fall to my feet.

Scared to speak up, say what I always knew. Praying God to show me what are dreams and what is true.

Time passes but I hold memories close, thoughts of will I feel that way, will I speak up or forever choke,

Little did I know you were going to be brave too, from subtle glances reaching out showing me what is true.

The magnetic field pulling me deeper in the loop.

I tried to fight it, deep down to the root, tried to pull so hard making the thoughts unglue. But standing in front of you, flooding through my veins, out floods the undeniable truth.

Safe in your arms wrapped around me tight, trying not to fear another goodbye.

Wishing, hoping, waiting, to be there again.

I want to be there till the end.