I’m in my feelings

Sometimes I hate myself, it always feels like nobody cares/

I feel so naïve, I’d put my life on the line for people who ain’t there/

I’m used for convenience, people are temporary, like the breeze of the night air/ what a nightmare

Loyal to a fault, takes people to cross the line to start causing earth quakes/

I erupt like Yellowstone, start spitting the lava/

Now people scared of the earthquake/

Been manipulated, used, and stepped on/

My empathy doesn’t exist, cause it’s been gone/

Armored suit over my emotions like teflon/

Haven’t seen you in eons/

You come out of nowhere, probably still think I’m a pee-on/

I’m mentally strong as oden/

Emotionally I’m a bottom feeder like rodents/

I’m alive on the outside, but inside dead like a zombie/

People were willing to show more love to Harambe/

Every time I could ever love you, I don’t fucking believe it/

Is it mental trauma or am I just broken defeated/

I’m in my feelings, I’m in my feelings, ain’t no healing

I’m in my feelings, I’m in my feelings, ain’t no healing

Down of fifth of Jack Daniel’s, for this pain I’m concealing/

I’m in my feelings, I’m in my feelings, ain’t no healing