Getting Over You

How am I alive 
plot armor 
Forgot Brains Rotten 
Aura Farmer 
Put em down 
sacrifices got a 
Ritual of harm 
Habitual tricks 
Evil exists as exhibits
Persist to my limits 
Like I cant ever quit 
Cause I cant ever quit 
We all got some addiction 
Weight of life a hard addition 
In this house subtracting pits 
Of sand quick a grand went 
When I cant stand to work 
 back to dirt in my hands 
And my shirt mask beserk rage 
Flip through pages of stories 
Seeing guts quit being a rebel 
Start reveling in glory settle 
Fights without my metal 
Still gets gory 
Who i do this for 
When its not for me
Thoughts of a Fool 
Bodies hit the floor 
drowning pool of dead Killers 
don't know em  anymore 
Something bout a high score 
Told em they're an eye sore 
I gotta get high more 
Life played on hardcore 
No saves only one life left 
Make it right if she save me 
But she left miss that baby 
Best and worst drove me crazy 
flirt with death 
When I skirt in a mini 
Not mini for your skirt 
If you're with me still flirts 
When she hits me 
Im back in first  thinks
Im cheating even when 
We took a break I curbed her 
How she so disturbed 
Stricken what ive determined 
She a nurse then im sick 
Spitting poison in a sermon 
Still preaching they can join in 
Do it like the ying yang twins 
Start Whispering 

Let me fall back, you aint ready 
For all that 

Run it like Santana back to the crib 
Not robbing it use my bandana 
Like a bib she's not stopping it
Should've seen the signs 
She's so cancerous 
Wreck my whole place vandalism 
Sold my things Scandlous 
And still gave me criticism 
Every organ and your pores 
Pours a sad excuse organism 
Forming all these lies 
So your followers get aneurysms 
This the type of bitch 
Call me a dick 
mind my mannerisms 
Mam you plan ahead 
every play 
Like a plagiarism 
Now the acts out 
And you got played 
They see narcissism 

(Outro)
In this arc know a guy 
And he tried To build a ship 
When it got dark 
Seas Mirror Skies 
Can't see cant steer 
So I had to let it fly 
Wake up clear skies 
Last night near death 
And I dont know why 
Then I get a new text 
And it just says Hi! 
From an ex what's next 
I Decline and say im fine 
Of course you're like 
The first and the last on my mind
But I found love myself 
Because theres one ill never find 
Go fuckyourself 
You said it yourself 
Im not that kind

Sad country Rap , story telling beat 
Flow Switches, emotional ending