The plea

After all these years together and the babies after the memories and the journey we still have to go why did u brake me so ……. I used to picture us old hand in hand and now all I see is shadows…I could see what I wanted our life to be….but now all I see is empty space avoid that’s bleeding all of me…..baby please why did u do this to me…..

The smiles I used to wake up just to see leave me feeling hollow why why why

Did I do something so wrong or is this a avoid in you that u needed to fill

Is it the love I fail to give is it the way I feel too deep the way I center my existence around the smiles I need to see where did I go wrong I was so young and I fell so hard I can’t bare this empty inside of me baby please please tell me why what made u hate me

I want to return to the days where we held each other and it felt so right

The cold shutter that leave us feeling so confused

Has razor sharp edges

The cut so deep I can’t sleep

Awake at night with no one in sight

The longing that is inside of me

Only knows your name