(Intro — cinematic, soft piano)
Yeah… uh
Every night I fight these thoughts
Tryna keep my head above the waves
(Verse 1 — storytelling rap)
I’ve been runnin’ in circles, trapped in my mind (yeah)
Demons chasing me, I’m runnin’ outta time (uh)
People smile to my face but stab from behind (stab)
I try to speak my truth, but they don’t read the signs (nah)
I write in the dark, pain bleed on these pages (pages)
Lost in my youth, feelin’ caged in these stages (stages)
Heart heavy, shoulders burdened with ages (uh)
Tryna break free, escape from these cages (escape)
(Pre-Hook — melodic, emotional)
I cry alone, no one hears my screams (yeah)
Chasing dreams, but they shatter at the seams (uh)
Every step I take, feel the weight of my dreams (weight)
Tryna find the light, but it’s darker than it seems (yah)
(Hook — NF-style sad rap / melodic)
Falling again, can’t hold myself (nah)
Trapped in my head, I’m losing myself (uh)
Tears on the floor, nobody else (nobody)
Falling again, trapped in this hell (yah)
(Verse 2 — raw, emotional, NF storytelling)
I write my pain in verses, my thoughts on a track (track)
Every loss, every scar, I can’t take it back (nah)
I smile on the outside, but inside I crack (crack)
Tryna find hope in a world so black (dark)
Moments I miss, loved ones I let slip (uh)
Time moves fast, can’t slow this trip (nah)
I scream in my chest, but no one hear it rip (rip)
Life’s a storm, and I’m losin’ my grip (yah)
(Hook — repeat, emotional, cinematic)
Falling again, can’t hold myself (nah)
Trapped in my head, I’m losing myself (uh)
Tears on the floor, nobody else (nobody)
Falling again, trapped in this hell (yah)
(Outro — soft, fading)
Yeah… uh
Tryna rise, but I fall again
Alone in my mind… alone in my mind…