I got some problems I can't handle, I got issues to resolve, I got demons in the closet, bloody hand prints on the walls, it's sunny outside but it mite as well be dark, I got hatred deep inside and it's tearin me apart.
Nobody's ever there, my life is in despair, desperate for someone to show me that they fuckin care, they can't read the signs, I'm running out of time, it seems like all my friends have left me here to die, the devil knockin at the door tryin to get inside, I tell him he's not welcome but he knows it's just a lie.
I'm losing my mind my thoughts are goin crazy, all I wanna do, is kill people lately, I got murder on my mind, it can't get no worse I think about death from the second to the first.
This hatred that I have comes from many years of pain, how could no one tell? Clearly I have changed, fuck em burn in hell, I can not maintain, I am not well and nothing is the same, the voices are deranged, I'm coming unhinged getting closer to the flames, do I feel the end or am I just insane.
Nobody's ever there, my life is in despair, desperate for someone to show me that they fuckin care, they can't read the signs, I'm running out of time, it seems like all my friends have left me here to die, the devil knockin at the door tryin to get inside, I tell him he's not welcome but he knows it's just a lie.
I just want some help, fuck the attention, I can't do it by myself, my love is in remission, I feel like I have failed, I make the wrong decisions, the voices in my head are causing great self contention.
All is almost lost im slipping off the edge, I'm fighting fuckin demons that are underneath my bed, every time that I lay down it seems like they get fed, I use to see the good, now all I see is red.
When I close my eyes, my head starts to spin, the voices from the back tell me I will never win, they say it's time to pay up for all my godamn sins, there sayin it's too late, I can not repent, any message I have for God is void and won't be sent, they try to convince me that they are all I need, if I give up right now my soul will be freed, are they right or wrong? It's hard to even tell. why serve in heaven when you could reign in hell.
VitalFusion
