[Intro – low, distant, almost whispered] I say I wanna die… But my soul won’t let me Death keep stallin’ Like I still owe somethin’ [Verse 1] I wake up with a pulse I don’t respect, Heart still beatin’ but I’m mentally checked Mirror talk back, but it don’t say names, Just a face full of loss and unresolved pain I asked for the end, not the spectacle, No blood, no crowd, no medical Just quiet— But my spirit riot Soul grab my throat when I try to quit, Like “nah, you gotta live with this” Death walk past, slow step, no rush, Look me dead in my eyes like “not us” [Hook – heavy, hollow] I wanna die, yeah I say it clear But my soul won’t let me disappear Death stalls me for the same damn reason Karma say “feel it before you leave it” I wanna die, but I’m forced to stay Karma beat me the same damn way Not with a weapon, not with a scene Just livin’ with everything I’ve seen [Verse 2] Karma don’t kill, it educate, Sit you down with every mistake Rewind the words I shouldn’t say, Replay the nights I walked away Every face I hurt got a seat in my head, They don’t scream — they just stare instead I don’t ask for heaven, I don’t beg for hell, I just want the noise to fucking fail But silence charge interest every day, And I keep payin’ with pieces of faith They say “you strong,” I smile on cue, Strength just mean you suffer in view [Hook – darker, dragged] I wanna die… don’t twist my words I just don’t wanna feel this hurt Death stalls me, checks my file Like “you ain’t done livin’ with this trial” I wanna die… but I’m denied By the same soul keepin’ me alive This ain’t mercy, this ain’t grace This is time makin’ me face [Breakdown – scream / identity collapse] AND I LOVED WHO YOU WAS— I asked who while I look in the mirror OOOOOUUUUUUHHHHH— I DON’T KNOW WHO I AM WHILE I FIGHT Swingin’ at shadows that look like me, Bleedin’ truth, no crowd, no referee Every punch land back in my chest, Tryna kill the past — it won’t rest [Verse 3] I move like a ghost with weight on my spine, Seen by everybody, known by nobody I laugh at jokes I don’t even hear, Just to convince ‘em I’m still here If pain was a person, it’d shake my hand, Say “we been walkin’ since the start, fam” I don’t want death — hear me right, I just don’t want this life tonight I loved who I was before survival, Before breath became denial Now every day a personal war, Fightin’ myself just to walk through doors [Final Hook – stripped, devastating] I wanna die… yeah, it’s the truth But my soul won’t let me follow through Death stalls me ‘cause I gotta see Every part of what I used to be I wanna die… but I remain Karma beat me with memory and shame I don’t wanna be gone — just can’t breathe Livin’ feel like the penalty [Outro – fading, broken] I loved who you was… I don’t know who I am… Still fightin’… Still here… Still not gone… ooooooOOOOOUUUUUUUIUUOOOOOOOoooo AND IM STILL HERE!!! Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!! OoooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOO

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