Verse 1
(Soft piano, intimate, almost whispered)
I been sleeping on the edge of the bed again
Like I’m scared I might fall back into you
Your shirt’s still hanging by the door
Like it don’t know we’re through
I tell myself I’m stronger now
But every night says I ain’t learned
I light a match just to feel the burn
Yeah, I’m still reaching for the fire you were
Pre-Chorus
(Emotion rising, slight rasp)
I gave you my truth, gave you my pain
Gave you the parts I don’t let show
You took my heart like a loaded gun
And I still let you pull it slow
Chorus
(Big, soaring, full belt — drums and bass enter)
I still let you break me
Still let you pull me apart
I know you don’t save me
But I’m bleeding just to feel your heart
I swear I’m done chasing
But I cave every time you call
Yeah, I lose my control, lose my soul
Still let you break me… every time you fall
(Hold “fall” with a gritty run)
Verse 2
(Beat steadier, more grit)
I’ve been talking to God and the bottle too
Both telling me different lies
One says “son, just let her go”
The other says “just one more night”
I see your face in strangers’ eyes
Every love song feels like theft
You took the best I had to give
And left me learning how to breathe with less
Pre-Chorus 2
(Higher register, controlled pain)
I know your touch ain’t holy now
But damn, it still feels like home
I built my life on a broken vow
And I’m paying every note I owe
Chorus
(Bigger — backing vocals, gospel feel)
I still let you break me
Still let you tear me apart
You don’t even save me
But I’m begging just to feel your heart
I say I’m done waiting
But I cave every time you call
Yeah, I lose my control, lose my soul
Still let you break me… every time you fall
Bridge
(Drop instruments — piano + vocal only)
If loving you’s a sickness
Then I been sick too long
I wear your name like stitches
Over every right and wrong
(Pause)
Tell me why walking away
Feels harder than staying in pain
Build-Up
(Drums roll in, tension rising)
I tried to love somebody new
But they don’t hurt me like you do
Final Chorus
(Full power, highest key — let it rip)
I still let you break me
Still let you ruin my heart
I know you don’t save me
But losing you tears me apart
I’m screaming “don’t take me”
While I’m reaching for your call
Yeah, I lose my control, lose my soul
Still let you break me…
(Ad-libs / runs)
— Break me down
— Tear me up
— I can’t let go, no matter what
Outro
(Soft again, worn-out honesty)
One day I’ll learn to let you go
But tonight… I just don’t know
(Last piano note fades)