Wreckage

Yeah…

I’m tangled in smoke and regret

Love like a blade to the neck

I ain’t even tryna flex

But this heart ain’t got nothin’ left, yeah

I’m a wreck, I confess

Used to love hard, now I love less

She left me drownin’ in the deep end

Now I sip pain, call it reflex

Told me lies I believed in

Now I write truth when the beat hits

Feelin’ lost, but I won't text

'Cause I know you love me less

Shawty got my mind in a whirl

Fell in love with a diamond, turned to pearls

Now I’m just a ghost in her world

Heart on E, swervin' through the curves

Yeah, I gave her all of me

She gave me trauma, G

Used to be my melody

Now she just a memory

Rollin' solo in the Benz

Windows tinted for the sins

I don’t really got no friends

Just this bottle and my ends

Tryna fix my spirit with vices

But these highs come with prices

And these lows? Yeah, they priceless

My reflection look lifeless

I’m a wreck, I confess

Used to love hard, now I love less

She left me drownin’ in the deep end

Now I sip pain, call it reflex

Told me lies I believed in

Now I write truth when the beat hits

Feelin’ lost, but I won't text

'Cause I know you love me less

She said “forever,” that’s a big word

Now forever just feel like it’s been cursed

She lit me up then left me burned

I learned my lesson, but it still hurts

I been searchin’ for peace in my verses

But the silence be soundin’ the worstest

I’m not perfect, I'm just a version

Of who I was before she reversed it

Yeah, I cry in auto-tune

'Cause the pain don’t hit the same in a monsoon

Used to be my sun, now it’s dark soon

Had me seein' stars in a dark room

Double cup got me slowin’ time

But the flashbacks always rewind

If love was war, I stepped on mines

Now I tiptoe through my own mind

Yeah, I’m a mess…

Like shattered glass in a velvet dress

She was an angel in the flesh

Now I’m prayin’ not to text… yeah…

I confess…

I’m still a wreck.

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