Endless game

Silent echoes in my mind, shadows I can't leave behind

Whispered pleas, unmet needs, caught in the web of my own disease

I built these walls to keep me safe, yet I feel the cracks today

Craving the familiar pain, a ghost I can't disown or tame

Falling deeper into shadows, the darkness whispers, pulls me close

A familiar hand, a worn-out plan, numb to the ache, I lose control

Caught between hope and the fall, trembling on the edge of it all

Battered soul, scarred and torn, fighting for a break from the storm

Burn it down, ignite the night, scream into the fading light

I'm lost inside this fight, caught in the brutal night

Ripped apart by my own hand, slipping back into the sand

I scream for my life, I’m dying for the price I paid

Don't ask me to be okay, I’m bruised, battered, grey

Falling once again, trapped in this brutal, endless game

Memories like shattered glass, cut deeply, leave scars that last

A cycle I can't escape, a part of me I can't replace

Fighting the dormant fire, a case of hope turned to ash

Pleading with my fractured mind, searching for a better path to find

Waves of guilt crash to the floor, begging me to want more

Broken and worn thin, fighting to keep the darkness in

Burn it down, ignite the night, scream into the fading light

I'm lost inside this fight, caught in the brutal night

Ripped apart by my own hand, slipping back into the sand

I scream for my life, I’m dying for the price I paid

Don't ask me to be okay, I’m bruised, battered, grey

Falling once again, trapped in this brutal, endless game

Can’t silence the scream inside, a war I can't deny

Fallen too many times, the struggle’s echoing in my eyes

This bleeding heart, this fragile line, teeters on the edge of decline

Fight, surrender—what’s left to find?

Exhausted and broken, I wear my scars like armor

No victory in this fight, only survival, only raw truth

Drenched in regret, soaked in the pain, I stand exposed

This cycle's grip keeps me chained, yet I breathe through the rain.