Pain in my soul

I don’t Know how to describe

This feeling that I’ve felt

This grinding on my soul

I feel like a kid

Like a man

Like an empty shell

I can’t find the words to it

There’s no figuring it out

There’s no figuring out why the world is falling away from my eyes

But when will all this pain I see end

Is it me? Or am I over reacting?

The loneliness will never end

I guess this is were I am meant to be

This is how my story ends

I’m trapped in the loneliness I created

I know this was all my fault. I’m to blame.

I’m trapped in a never ending cycle of pain I created inside my soul…