Verse 1
I married you for life, I said it that night
But I turned promises into sleepless nights
Never planned on fallin’ back into the fight
Runnin away when I couldn’t do right
I left you standin all alone in the life we built
While I drowned myself in sin shame and guilt
Runnin’ from the truth, callin it being free
But it was just me losin’ you as I was losin me
Pre-Chorus
All I can hear is your silence louder than a scream
Like a broken promise inside a dying dream
Chorus
Runnin’ away in my sin and shame
Breakin’ apart what I thought couldn’t break
Now I’m standin’ here, with my heart confused
Confessin’ I was wrong, God gave me a new love for you
Yeah I was lost in the lies I made
Now I’m beggin’ for the love I betrayed
Verse 2
You were cryin’ in the kitchen all alone
While I was out there hard headed like a stone
Every lie I told just went too deep
All because I didn’t feel free
I see your face in every an empty room
Like a song still playin’ an old worship tune
I don’t deserve the grace that you give
I’m still reachin’ for the love that I ditched
Pre-Chorus
I dug this ditch in my selfish hearts plans
Now I’m learnin’ that forgiveness is in His hands
Chorus
Runnin’ away in my sin and shame
Breakin’ apart what could never be the same
Now I’m standin’ here, heart torn in two
Saying I was wrong, I’m comin’ back to you
Yeah I was lost in the fire I made
Now I’m beggin’ for the love that I betrayed
Bridge (slow, raw, blues-punk spoken/sung)
I know I broke what we swore together
A life for the Lord that was gonna last forever
But we now both see it in a different light
Our Love never made it through the fight
Final Chorus (bigger, emotional, pleading)
Runnin’ away in my sin and shame
I broke your heart blew out the flame
Here I am now, with nothing left to hide
Back on my knees with a renewed mind
Yeah I was lost in the mud that I made
But now I’m runnin back’ to the love I betrayed
Outro (soft, broken repetition)
I married you for life…
I married you for life…
That was the plan back in May.
DJHARPAZO
