Lost My Voice

[Title: Lost My Voice] [Alternative Pop] [Introspective] [Minimalist Beat]

[Verse 1 | Close Mic Vocals | Deep Bass]
Have I lost my voice?
When did it become more of a routine,
Rather than a joy in my day to day life?
I feel I wake with a frown and go to bed with a frown,
And my interactions through-out the day are far from genuine.
I feel like I'm always wrong.

[Pre-Chorus | Tension Builds | Synth Riser]
I can't grasp on how to stay in control,
Spiraling, (oh, I'm spiraling)
Losing my mind.
What am I missing?
Why can't I figure it out?
Never thought I'd end up here.

[Chorus | Driving Tempo | Layered Vocals | Electronic Drums]
Why can't I just speak up?
Voice my concerns about loving one another.
Honor your mother and father,
Showing respect to your elders.
Why can't I just speak up?

[Verse 2 | Slightly Warmer Tone | Subtly Rhythmic]
Continuing to ask God for redemption,
For the errors of my ways.
Not into promiscuity.
I've been there, done that,
And I haven't gotten anywhere.
His love blankets me from the storm,
His grace transforms my soul,
His mercy is never ending.

[Pre-Chorus | Tension Builds | Faster Pace]
I can't grasp on how to stay in control,
Spiraling, (oh, I'm spiraling)
Losing my mind.
What am I missing?
Why can't I figure it out?
Never thought I'd end up here.

[Chorus | Full Dynamic | Synth Chord Hits]
Why can't I just speak up?
Voice my concerns about loving one another.
Honor your mother and father,
Showing respect to your elders.
Why can't I just speak up?

[Bridge | Tempo Slows | Ambient Synths | Raw, Emotional Vocal]
This I know for sure,
And yet I refuse to speak up. (Why can't I speak up?)
My struggle is discernment,
Blurred lines between right and wrong.
Truth... Lies...

[Outro | Beat Drops Out | Whispered Vocal | Echoing Reverb]
Why can't I just speak up?
(I'm trying, God, I'm trying)
Why can't I just speak up?
[Final synth chord fades out]

[Alternative Pop], [Indie R&B], [Anxious], [Introspective], [Minimalist Beat], [Vulnerable Vocals], [Deep Bass]