What is love

You said that you love me but that was a lie then i forgave you and i dont know if i can trust you but the only thing i have to say is i was a victim of love you tore my heart and still wear my scars there is no more to say that will save your soul you love to see my heart break and you never appreciated the love i gave to you and i guess you dont understand how it feels to be alone i will never forget the way you made me feel how can i be the one to say i love you after all the things you did why are you so far away i wish you could see the way that i feel i can make it alright i can take it i think and i cant believe that you did this to me you have destroyed me and now i know i was wrong to believe you im drowning in pain my hearts a puzzle peice what am i supposed to do now you would never be the one who gives me the strength to face myself again when you knew that i loved you you made my heart break its a waist of time to be with you and i still dont know what love is you never showed me real love you just broke my heart into a million peices