[Intro]
Yeah
Look
Mm
[Verse 1]
Hit the table, heart racin’, I was chasin’ that high
Told myself “one more,” watched the red turn black, watched the cash go bye
Maxed out cards, all my savings on the line that night
Now I’m starin’ at receipts like they crime scene white
Phone on silent
Every number that call might slice my peace
Owe my cousin, owe the landlord, owe the streets
Mama told me “that quick win come with chains”
I laughed it off, now it’s steel wrapped ‘round my veins
[Chorus]
I’m stuck in this hole, can’t climb out
Every time I rise, I slide down
Prayed for a way, but I’m tied down
I keep losin’ while I’m tryin’ to turn my life around
I’m stuck in this hole, can’t climb out
Echoes in my head too loud
Tryna change, tryna change right now
But the dirt keep fallin’ back on me (back on me)
[Verse 2]
Wake up sweatin’, see the numbers on my eyelids float
Every debt a little weight on my ribs, every lie in my throat
Tell my girl “I’m done,” then I load that app again
Thumb twitchin’ like it’s fiendin’ for a spin, not a friend
Pawned my chain, my kicks, my pride for a promise
Dealer grinnin’ like he sittin’ in my conscience
Say I’ll quit once I hit, then I chase that hit
Funny how the chase gon’ chase me into this pit
Tried side jobs, late nights, pay the interest first
But the interest in my demons always inches worse
Wanna call for help, but the shame got me hidin’
So I ride in silence with this debt I’m drivin’
[Chorus]
I’m stuck in this hole, can’t climb out
Every time I rise, I slide down
Prayed for a way, but I’m tied down
I keep losin’ while I’m tryin’ to turn my life around
I’m stuck in this hole, can’t climb out
Echoes in my head too loud
Tryna change, tryna change right now
But the dirt keep fallin’ back on me (back on me)
[Bridge]
What if I just walk away?
Let the calls keep callin’ my name
Will I ever see a clean slate day
Or am I married to the mess I made?
[Chorus]
I’m stuck in this hole, can’t climb out
Every time I rise, I slide down
Prayed for a way, but I’m tied down
I keep losin’ while I’m tryin’ to turn my life around
I’m stuck in this hole, can’t climb out
Echoes in my head too loud
Tryna change, tryna change right now
But the dirt keep fallin’ back on me (back on me)