Perks took my brother, now he sittin' in that cell (yeah)
Every minute hurtin', I can't lie, I'm raisin' hell (hell)
Money on my mind but this pain I can't sell (nah)
Addicted to the drugs, I've been fightin' with myself (myself)
[Verse 1]
I was countin' up the pros, but my soul feelin' empty
Jayden locked away, I can't lie, that one hit me Tryna numb the pain with a four and a sixty Prayin' to the Lord but the demons still with me
Mama lookin' at me, sayin', "Son, you gotta change"
But how I'm supposed to heal when the world full of pain?
Pop another pill just to try to rearrange
But when the high gone, man, it all feel the same
[Hook]
Perks took my brother, now he sittin' in that cell (cell)
Every minute hurtin', I can't lie, I'm raisin' hell (hell)
Money on my mind but this pain I can't sell (nah)
Addicted to the drugs, l've been fightin' with myself
done lost friends to the streets and the system Now I'm lookin' in the mirror, I don't know who really with me
Stackin' up this money but my heart still empty
Tryna flex hard, but inside I'm feelin' iffy
Jayden call my phone, tell me "Bro, hold it down" But I hang up the call, man, the tears come down Wish I had the power just to go and break him out Instead I pour a cup, tryna drink away the doubt
[Hook]
Perks took my brother, now he sittin' in that cell (yeah)
Every minute hurtin', I can't lie, I'm raisin' hell (hell)
Money on my mind but this pain I can't sell (nah)
Addicted to the drugs, l've been fightin' with myself (myself)
[Verse 3]
I been prayin' for my brother, prayin' for myself too Fell in love with money but the pain cut through Everybody claim real, but I barely see truth Tryna find peace, but the drugs what I choose
Pops told me "Son, you can't drown in this life" But the cup gettin' heavy, and the pills cut like knives
Hope Jayden see the light when he walk back outside
'Cause the pain that l'm ,-slin' got me dead deep inside
Perks took my brother, now he sittin' in that cell (cell)
Every minute hurtin' I can't lie, I'm raisin' hell (hell)
Money on my mind but this pain I can't sell (nah)
Addicted to the drugs, l've been fightin' with myself (myself)
[Outro]
Free my brother Jayden, I'ma say it till it's real (real)
Hopin' he don't fold, keep his faith, keep it sealed (sealed)
I been losin' battles with the drugs, that's the deal (deal)
Money in my pocket but my heart never heals