Tracks of Fairfield

(intro)

Out abundance of the heart the mouth shall speak. we all have a story to tell. The hell I've experienced had had many moments of heartfelt memories. Here is a page from my mental. Pure expression that is a rare share. This my friend is a rare gem take heed

(Verse 1)

By the railroad tracks where the smoke runs deep

Fairfield nights, and I barely sleep

Fetty in the foil, crystal in the glass

Tryna numb the future, haunted by the past

Eyes wide open but my soul felt blind

Lost so much, nearly lost my mind

Two-faced smiles, tryna see me slip

But I grip tighter, I don’t ever trip

(Chorus)

Still I rise with the sun on my back

Through withdrawals, through hate, never lack

I got Nikki, my goddess, my flame

She ride through the storm, never switched, never changed

Few real ones, rest fell off

They’d watch me drown, cold and soft

But I respect the struggle, salute the pain

I made it out dirty, now I dance in the rain

(Verse 2)

Crystal smoke like a ghost in my chest

Hit that foil, prayed for rest

But God don’t answer when you’re stuck that deep

Had to find my soul in the darkest heat

Fake friends came with a helping hand

But had knives tucked, couldn’t understand

I ain't proud of the nights I bled

But I’m proud that I’m here when they thought I was dead

(Chorus)

Still I rise with the sun on my back

Through withdrawals, through hate, never lack

I got Nikki, my goddess, my flame

She ride through the storm, never switched, never changed

Few real ones, rest fell off

They’d watch me drown, cold and soft

But I respect the struggle, salute the pain

I made it out dirty, now I dance in the rain

(Bridge)

Nikki, my goddess, my light in the dark

She stayed when I was broken and falling apart

When the world turned cold and my mind went black

She pulled me back, never let me crack

Now I build from the ashes, stronger each day

Every scar I carry, a price I pay

But I’m here, I’m breathing, I’m writing my song

In Fairfield, still standing, where I belong

By the tracks, yeah, that’s where it began

But I walk with a purpose, a stronger man

No more chains, no more lies

Only truth in my heart and fire in my eyes

I respect the struggle, I carry the weight

But I’m climbing the ladder, I’m sealing my fate

And when they look back, they’ll know my name

From the ashes of Fairfield—I rose from the flame.

To the ones still stuck in that fetty fog

You ain’t weak, you just lost in the smog

But there’s light — I seen it through her eyes

Nikki held me while I cried

Foil burns, but love heals slow

She helped me break that undertow

Now I rise like a king from the ash

Still scarred, still bold, still built to last

(Outro)

Tracks of Fairfield, yeah that’s my root

But I turned my pain into power, truth in my boot

From the fetty to the fire, I paid my dues

Now I walk clean, no more excuse

Still respect the game, I don’t shame the fall

But I stand tall now — I want it all

They’ll remember my name, they’ll speak it proud

From the tracks I rose, through the pain, unbowed.