Halfway To The Exit

[Verse 1]
Eyes open, but I’m done
Same ceiling, same stain, same sun
Phone buzzing like a swarm of bad luck
I’m alive, but I’m stuck, what the fuck
Bills in a pile like teeth
Friends talk, I just stare at my feet
Praying for a blackout, deep sleep, long nap
Not a coffin, just a switch, just a gap
[Chorus]
I’m halfway to the exit, head in the dark
But my feet stay planted, tied to my heart
I scream “I’m so fucking tired,” into the air
I want death for the problems, not death for me here
Let it all burn down, but I stay
Let the weight fall off, I remain
I want rest, want peace, want quiet, no fear
I want death for the problems, not death for me here
[Verse 2]
Coffee tastes like metal on my tongue
Anxiety an anthem that’s always being sung
Every thought got spikes, every day got knives
But I’m still clocking in to this fucked up life
Yeah, I’ve stared at that ledge, done the math
Counting out the seconds, tracing out the path
Then my chest pulls me back, pissed off, still here
“I ain’t leaving this mess for the ones I hold dear”
[Chorus]
I’m halfway to the exit, head in the dark
But my feet stay planted, tied to my heart
I scream “I’m so fucking tired,” into the air
I want death for the problems, not death for me here
Let it all burn down, but I stay
Let the weight fall off, I remain
I want rest, want peace, want quiet, no fear
I want death for the problems, not death for me here
[Bridge]
Kill off the panic
Kill off the shame
Bury the patterns
Not my name
Lay down the burdens
Six feet deep
Let my body keep breathing
While my demons all sleep (sleep)
[Chorus]
I’m halfway to the exit, head in the dark
But my feet stay planted, tied to my heart
I scream “I’m so fucking tired,” into the air
I want death for the problems, not death for me here
Let it all burn down, but I stay
Let the weight fall off, I remain
I want rest, want peace, want quiet, no fear
I want death for the problems, not death for me here (yeah)

rap, Dark hybrid of witch house pads, distant choirs, and distorted 808s under a halftime hip‑hop bounce. Verses spit raw confessional rap with occasional screamed doubles treated through guitar amps. Choruses explode with heavy guitars and power‑metal drums, sidechained under a four‑on‑the‑floor house pulse. Male vocals, stacks of harmonies on the hook, glitchy reverb throws at the ends of key lines., ambient, power metal, rock, thrash metal, witch house, metal, hip hop