Back To Her

[Verse 1]
Met you in your thrift-store sweater
Coffee stain on the left sleeve
You laughed when I misread your name tag
Said
"guess you’re stuck here with me"
Summer on the library rooftop
Sharing secrets from our phones
You kissed me first beside the vent fan
Said
"this feels just like home"
[Chorus]
Now you’re back to her
Like I was just a rumor
Was I just a warm place
Till your old life returned?
I gave you all my firsts
You gave me all this hurt
You’re posting all your pictures
I’m scrolling through the worst
You’re back to her
And I’m here
Breaking
[Verse 2]
Your sweater’s still on my chair
Smells like cheap wine and cheap perfume
I talk out loud like you’re here
Then remember there’s too much room
I replay that first shy kiss
Every corner of your street
How did something that felt that sure
Fold up so neat at my feet?
[Chorus]
Now you’re back to her
Like I was just a rumor
Was I just a soft place
Till your old fire burned?
I gave you all my nights
You barely said a word
You’re walking through your history
And I’m stuck in the blur
You’re back to her
And I’m here
Breaking
[Bridge]
Did you love me?
Or just the way I listened?
Was I a real thing
Or just your intermission? (yeah)
I keep refreshing
Waiting for some different ending
But it’s the same two faces
Smiling like I never existed
[Chorus]
Now you’re back to her
Like I was just a rumor
Was I just a safe bet
Till your past returned?
I gave you all my firsts
You gave me all this hurt
You’re laughing in your pictures
I’m learning how to hurt
You’re back to her
And I’m here
Breaking
Yeah
You’re back to her
And I’m here
Breaking

pop, Indie pop groove with male vocals; bright but slightly detuned guitars over a steady mid-tempo drum pattern, dry intimate verses opening into a wide, reverb-kissed chorus; subtle synth pads and doubled vocals on hooks, ending on a soft, stripped-down final refrain, indie pop