Love ain’t his style

Intro (Spoken):

He had two faces...

One kissed me like I mattered.

The other forgot I existed.

I loved both.

But love ain’t his style.

Verse 1:

He’d disappear for days, no call, no trace

Came back with stories, perfume on his face

I built him up while I broke down

He wore my strength like a borrowed crown

I gave him light, he gave me shade

Loved him through every mess he made

Two boys, my miracle gift

But joy felt stolen, love felt swift

Pre-Chorus:

I was told I’d never be a mother

But God whispered, “Yes you will”

Now I raise kings in silence

While he builds empires on my still

Hook (x3 throughout):

Love ain’t his style, but I wore it anyway

Gave him my soul, he gave it away

I chose him first, he chose me last

Built him up while my own light passed

Love ain’t his style, but I stayed too long

Sang his praises in a silent song

He had nothing, I gave him all

But was he ever really there at all?

Verse 2:

He wore a mask the world adored

But I knew the man behind the war

Cheating, lying, chasing highs

While I sat in lows, asking why

I was invisible in my own home

Felt like a ghost, felt so alone

Survival mode became my skin

Fighting to love what I couldn’t win

Bridge:

I watched him rise while I stayed low

He built his name while I let mine go

I gave him love, gave him breath

He gave me silence, gave me death

But I’m still here.

Still breathing.

Still singing.

Outro:

I loved him...

But love ain’t his style.