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I’ve been thinking a lot and I don’t know how to say this, I’ve prayed to God for the longest time for someone or something to soften up my heart ever since I lost my grandpa and I didn’t have anyone to talk to about so I kept it to myself and isolate myself and not really open up to anyone. But ever since I met you, you were that person that soften up my heart and open up myself and to other people and helped me spiritually with God. You have helped me and I really appreciate it the person that you are. but I really have feelings for you and every time I talk to you or hear from you, it always makes me happy and my day brighter. You are a amazing, beautiful, smart, godly, and the most outgoing person that I know. You have the most beautiful soul and personality and eyes that I could stare at the whole day and not ever get tired of them and also listen to you talk about all types of stuff all day and not finding you one bit of being annoying. I know that it’s stupid for me to feel this way sometimes just because of me being a boy. But I want you to know this of how much I appreciate that God has put you in my life and also of you being you.