Im the depths

It’s a long way down, 
Down to the depths of my soul.
Places you don’t wanna go.

Places I won’t let you go.
The hole is a bottomless pit.
I found there is no escape. 

“Come on now “ ya say “it can’t  be that bad.“
Ha. You’ll run. It’s dark down there. 
Your stare is threatening. Ya think it’s convincing me. You’re only deceiving yourself. 

Still. I’ll letcha in, I’ll show ya my bleeding scars, ya there bleeding, no healing , your reeling. I told ya you’re only deceiving yourself. I told ya you didn’t wanna go. Ya think you’ve seen all of me? Ha. 

The show has only started.
You’re not gonna wanna go much further.
Still you’re here and quizzin me.

My hollow eyes bore into the fear in yours. 
I can tell ya wanna read me, pin me, figure me out.
Ya put on that fake brave face. Another challenge.

Come on now “ ya say “it can’t be that bad.“
Ha. You’ll run. It’s dark down there. 
Your stare is threatening. Ya think it’s convincing me. You’re only deceiving yourself. 

Still. I’ll letcha in, I’ll show ya my bleeding scars, ya there bleeding, no healing , your reeling. I told ya you’re only deceiving yourself. I told ya you didn’t wanna go. Ya think you’ve seen all of me? Ha. 

You’re given me a pity smile, but your eyes can’t meet mine. 
I’ve done it again, you’re on the verge, you’ll be leaving. 
Your eyes can’t meet mine, now you’re doin it again. Given it one more shot. 

“Come on now “ ya say “it’s not that bad.“
Ha. You’ll run. It’s dark down there. 
Your stare is threatening. Ya think it’s convincing me. You’re only deceiving yourself. 

Still. I’ll letcha in, I’ll show ya my bleeding scars, ya there bleeding, no healing , your reeling. I told ya you’re only deceiving yourself. I told ya you didn’t wanna go. Ya think you’ve seen all of me? Ha. 

You’re sure ya wanna leave? You’ve just only been introduced. 
Oh well it’s me, you’re free and I’ll still be alone. 
No one stays, it’s always the same. 

“It’s bad” they always say. Still I let them in, show em my bleeding scars, hoping they’ll give a fuck, only deceiving myself that anyone could ever stop the bleeding, only to leave another bleeding scar. 

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