You can lock me out.... throw away the key...
I guess it's better now...
At least I can see clearly...
How you feel... Can't believe I fell for your lies... Come to think of it... You really make me sick I mean in all actuality it's not like you weren't practically smothering me with all those empty promises. Inside your such a big black hole. You broke the mode. If we are gauging the differences between the ice, or chains with locks, or the towers of bricks we lay around our hearts to keep us safe you take the cake cause you are empty, you've took your heart right out and placed it in a box somewhere far away. I pitty the day you wake up and realize that without a beating heart in your body you can't even be a man without a heartbeat. You are just a cold soulless monster and you will never feel whole even if you find her you won't even know cause your lost in the abyss of your crippling fear. Its to bad that your blind due to you weak knees and your under developed mind.
I am just so happy that you didn't get too much of my time. I may be addicted to the afflicted but at least I am willing to live to hurt again and again as long as I learn from mistakes. And as far as I can see the math in my lane is my friend because at least I know each time I attempt to solve my love problem my equations are changing... Unlike yours, friend you, keep pushing everything you meet away every single day it's the same. ... Damn thing..... ....
And so your day repeats again and again......so Thank you for your little piece of nothing....
Go ahead and push me out. ... And throw away the key. ... Time for you I have not... And I gone away from your lies , your forever never ending broken promises, your disguises of dreams waiting to crumble into pieces of the peace we weren't able to achieve...
Do me one favor please if you see me in the streets just pretend we never met before and spare me the awkward and unnecessary hellos let's skip past all that and remember how useless your lies were... So you see Sebastian you really do reap what you sow. And next time we meet I'll be the one sitting in the ice cold thrown let me go, let me go; cause I let you, Go. go go
