[Intro – spoken, low tone]
You know what it is.
I ain’t perfect… but I’m real.
And once you taste this energy?
You gon’ crave it — even when it’s killin’ you.
[Hook / Chorus]
I’m the high you ain’t supposed to chase
Still you run back, tryna see my face
Say I’m bad for you, but I feed your soul
Every time you leave, it take a toll
I’m the heat in your chest, that pressure you feel
The one you swear off but never heal
You can't unlove me — can't unsee
Can’t outrun what you felt with me
[Verse 1 – deep, confessional flow]
You tried prayin’ me away, but I stay in your bones
I’m the silence in your room when you’re layin' alone
You want peace, but I come like a storm with lips
Kissin' your sins while I grip on your hips
I ain't just sex — I’m your mirror, your war
Pullin’ demons out your closet you forgot you stored
I’ll make you feel things that you beg to undo
But baby, that’s just what this kind of love do
[Pre-Chorus – melodic, layered vocals]
Toxic or healing, maybe it’s both
I’ll break you down just to build you close
You addicted to the hurt, but you call it fate
Every “leave me alone” sound like “baby wait…”
[Chorus – repeat with deeper delivery]
I’m the high you ain’t supposed to chase
Still you run back, tryna see my face
Say I’m bad for you, but I feed your soul
Every time you leave, it take a toll
I’m the ache in your chest, that burn in your sleep
The one you remember when you can’t eat
You can't unlove me — can't unsee
Can’t outrun what you felt with me
[Verse 2 – gritty rap flow with switch-ups]
I pull love out your throat like a scream in the dark
I’m the tattoo on your heart that you hide like a mark
I ain’t easy — I’m holy, I’m haunted, I’m fire
The reason you cry and the source of desire
Yeah, you say I’m poison — but sip it again
Tell yourself lies while you textin’ “come in”
I ain’t perfect, but I’m damn unforgettable
A real one, not a fantasy, not hypothetical
[Bridge – soft-spoken, layered whispers]
You’ll meet people softer… safer, plain
But they won’t make you feel — won’t touch your pain
They won’t get in your head or write on your skin
Won’t drag your shadows out from within
[Final Chorus – broken-down, intimate version]
I’m the high you ain’t supposed to chase
But baby, I live in your sacred place
Say I’m bad for you… but you still believe
That heaven ain’t heaven if I ever leave
HVENLY
