Where I lay

mother this is the coffin where I lay, for my mistakes shoulda known this would be my fate

my mistake I know I should of listened, but my mind doesn’t reach the limit you were thinkin’

not the best son not a best kid, would try my best even tho I knew I was shit

now father this is the coffin where I lay I lay here because you played me like a puppet, pulled my strings till I couldn’t take it but you said fuck it, right?

could never look you in the eyes the same, but I know you relate too because I brought disappointment to our name

baby this is the coffin where I lay, my fault I’m hard to love and it makes it hard for you to stay

caused the problems I did, would start fights that were worthless

can’t say I’m perfect because we know that’s a lie, hard for me to show love so I improvise (was always the worst I’m sorry baby but I’d always try)

hate myself all the time would hurt you when I didn’t mean to, always cared and I swear baby I love you