*Verse 1*
You say you love me, then you disappear
Come back at midnight like I ain't been crying here
I know your patterns, I know your lies
Still get butterflies when I see your name light up my iPhone
I hate that I want you
I hate that I care
I hate that I picture you
With somebody else
And I know you're no good
But God, you look so good
That's the problem with loving you
I never do what I should
*Pre-Chorus*
Maybe I'm addicted
Maybe I'm insane
Maybe I just like the way
You say my name
You hurt me so beautifully
I don't know whether to leave
Or pull you closer to me
*Chorus*
I'm sick in love with you
That's my disease
You break my heart
Then get down on your knees
Say you're sorry
I say, "Don't"
Then you kiss me
And I forget
I'm sick in love with you
Can't you see?
You're the worst thing
That ever happened to me
But if you leave
I'll chase you down
Just to tell you
I don't need you now
*Verse 2*
I checked your page at 3 AM
Saw her liking every picture again
Now I'm making up stories inside of my head
You're probably with her
Probably in her bed
I know that's probably not true
But what am I supposed to do?
My mind makes monsters out of everything
Especially when it comes to you
So I don't ask questions
I just get cold
You don't know what I'm thinking
And that's how I take control
*Pre-Chorus*
Maybe I'm addicted
Maybe I'm insane
Maybe I like watching you
Beg me to stay
You made me jealous
You made me weak
Now I'm becoming everything
You never thought I'd be
*Chorus*
I'm sick in love with you
That's my disease
You break my heart
Then get down on your knees
Say you're sorry
I say, "Don't"
Then you kiss me
And I forget
I'm sick in love with you
Can't you see?
You're the worst thing
That ever happened to me
But if you leave
I'll chase you down
Just to tell you
I don't need you now
*Bridge — whispered*
You thought I'd cry forever...
You thought I'd wait forever...
You thought I'd always be
The girl who couldn't leave you...
But look at me now.
I learned your game.
And baby...
**I'm better at it.**
*Final Chorus*
I'm sick in love with you
But I'm getting well
You built me a cage
I turned it into a throne
You wanted me broken
You wanted control
Now every room I walk into
You wish you never let me go
I'm sick in love with you...
But that's almost gone.
And when you finally want me back...
**I'll be the one saying no.**
*Outro — whispered*
Don't worry.
I'll think about you tonight.
I always do.