Verse 1
I was eighteen, you were twenty-nine,
Blue sky shining, your hand in mine.
You pulled me out of a heavy place,
Put soft words on a tired face.
Little notes and “I’m sorry” calls,
Kissing silence off the walls.
Pre-Chorus
But time don’t freeze, it shifts and breaks,
And love turns quiet when no one stays.
Chorus
Now I’m wide awake in a crowded room,
But I feel invisible next to you.
The sky turned dark, the colors ran,
I don’t feel like your only girl anymore, I’m just… there when I can.
I’m stuck in a story I didn’t choose,
How do you win when you’re built to lose?
I’m smiling but I’m coming undone,
Still pretending I’m the one.
Verse 2
Your phone glows brighter than my eyes,
Your silence louder every night.
No more letters, no soft goodbye,
Just empty space where we used to try.
I don’t feel safe to even speak,
Like my voice gets lost when I get weak.
And I miss who you used to be,
Or maybe I miss who I thought you’d be.
Pre-Chorus
Now every word feels out of reach,
Like love forgot how to speak.
Chorus
Now I’m wide awake in a crowded room,
But I feel invisible next to you.
The sky turned dark, the colors ran,
I don’t feel like your only girl anymore, I’m just… there when I can.
I’m stuck in a story I didn’t choose,
How do you win when you’re built to lose?
I’m smiling but I’m coming undone,
Still pretending I’m the one.
Bridge
I don’t know what’s holding me here,
Love or fear or disappearing years.
If I stay, I lose myself in the fight,
If I leave, I lose the light.
Outro
I was eighteen, you were twenty-nine…
Now I’m wide awake… and I’m not fine.