“No Pillow Talk”

I ain’t miss the nights we fucked…

I miss the nights you stayed.

When I ain’t say shit…

And you knew anyway.

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I don’t miss the moans or the touch we made

I miss the quiet nights when you fuckin’ stayed

I miss the hoodie, your scent on my tee

I miss the peace when it was just you and me

No pillow talk, I just needed your eyes

You saw my demons and didn’t ask why

But you slipped, like smoke through glass

Now I just sit with the pain we had

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I ain’t miss your curves, I miss your calm

I ain’t miss your body — I miss your palm

On my chest when the dark crept in

When I ain’t talk, but you still checked in

I miss them silences that didn’t feel fake

I miss them laughs when my world would break

I miss that night on the floor, lights dim

You held me down — no cap, no whim

I ain’t cry then, but I wanted to bad

Now I pour that pain in this notepad pad

She was more than the way she moved

She was home in a world that bruised

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I don’t miss the moans or the touch we made

I miss the quiet nights when you fuckin’ stayed

I miss the hoodie, your scent on my tee

I miss the peace when it was just you and me

No pillow talk, I just needed your eyes

You saw my demons and didn’t ask why

But you slipped, like smoke through glass

Now I just sit with the pain we had

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Now I wake to silence, cold-ass sheets

No texts, no call, just loops on repeat

Tryna scroll through old shit I swore I’d burn

But pain don’t fade, that shit just learn

I gave you space, gave you time, gave truth

You gave me goodbye in a see-through booth

Said it ain’t me — then who did you ghost?

You left me breathin’ but hurtin’ the most

Now I light one, think back to your breath

Not when we fucked, but when you saved me from death

You was more than a lover — you was that thread

But now I pull it and unravel instead

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I don’t miss the moans or the touch we made

I miss the quiet nights when you fuckin’ stayed

I miss the hoodie, your scent on my tee

I miss the peace when it was just you and me

No pillow talk, I just needed your eyes

You saw my demons and didn’t ask why

But you slipped, like smoke through glass

Now I just sit with the pain we had

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You could’ve had all of me…

But you ain’t want the part that didn’t smile.