[Intro]
Yeah
I tell myself I’m fine
Then the room gets quiet
[Verse 1]
Still thinking of you when the kettle starts to sing
Two cups in the cupboard, I reach for the wrong thing
I check my phone, then laugh at myself
Like your name might be waiting where I left it on the shelf
Everybody says time, like time knows what to do
But every little habit still points me back to you
I walk past our corner, take the longer way home
Carry all this silence like I made it my own
[Chorus]
Still lonely, I should be better by now
But I wear my heart where everybody sees it out
We’re not together, still I talk to you inside
Overthinking every reason, every goodbye
I keep moving through the day, but I don’t feel free
Still thinking of you when you’re nowhere near me
I say I’m okay, but the truth comes through
I’m still lonely, still missing you
[Verse 2]
I hear your favorite song from a car at the light
Had me frozen on the sidewalk, losing track of the night
I’ve been smiling for the people who keep asking how I’ve been
Then I close the front door and fall apart again
My friends say, “Let it go,” like it’s something I can drop
But the heart don’t take instructions, and the memories don’t stop
I keep your old picture facedown in a drawer
Still know every little detail like I did before
Maybe healing isn’t clean, maybe I’m allowed to bend
Maybe missing who we were doesn’t mean I want it back again
[Chorus]
Still lonely, I should be better by now
But I wear my heart where everybody sees it out
We’re not together, still I talk to you inside
Overthinking every reason, every goodbye
I keep moving through the day, but I don’t feel free
Still thinking of you when you’re nowhere near me
I say I’m okay, but the truth comes through
I’m still lonely, still missing you
[Bridge]
If I could tell you one thing, I would keep it plain
You were not my whole world, but you changed the shape
And I’m learning how to carry what I cannot undo
How to leave a little room in my chest for something new
[Final Chorus]
Still lonely, but I’m breathing somehow
I don’t have to hide the hurt I’m carrying now
We’re not together, and the ending still feels true
But I’m finding pieces of myself beyond you
I keep walking through the day, letting the old me leave
Still thinking of you, but I’m starting to believe
I say I’m okay, and one day it’ll come through
I’m still lonely tonight, but I’ll make it through
[Outro]
Still thinking of you
Still learning how to choose me too