Lost in the Haze

Verse 1:
Night hours ticking by, my mind keeps racing bye, 
Your absence haunts, like a ghostly ache to my soul,
You said you’d be here , but you're nowhere to be found
Leaving me with just this empty sound, you’re thoughts keep me  spinning round
Chorus:
Oh, I'm searching for a light, in this darkest of night
A guiding star to lead me home, to your loving light
But it's hard to find my way back home, through the heartache and pain,
 I'm left here lost in this lasting haze all alone for you,
Verse 2:
I try to fill the void, with temporary highs,
But nothing seems to work at night, I wonder why
I'm stuck in this cycle of desiring of you
I’m A prisoner of my own heart, on fire for you,
Chorus:
I'm searching for a light, in this darkest of night
A guiding star to lead me home to your loving light
But it's hard to find my way back home, through the heartache and pain,
 I'm left here all alone
lost in this lasting haze for you,

Bridge:
Maybe I'm chasing shadows, maybe I'm blind
Maybe I'll find my way, maybe  leave this heartache behind
till then, I'll wander, through the dark of night
 Searching for a glimpse, of your loving light
Chorus:
I'm searching for a light, in this darkest of night
A guiding star to lead me home to your loving light
But it's hard to find my way back home, through the heartache and pain,
 I'm left here all alone
lost in this lasting haze for you,
Outro:
I'll hold on to hope, like a beacon through the night
And maybe someday, I'll find my way back home to you. 
[Male Vocal]

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