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Where can I find you when you've gone so far?

You still have yet to tell me who you really are?

Why it became so hard?

For you to lower your guard?

Because I'm looking at you through this mirror,

While you treated me like a window for everyone to see my scars,

Now I'm known by everyone as the bitch with no heart

It's not my blood in my veins,

If it was, I'd have a lot to say,

It's not my heart in my chest,

If it was, there's a lot that's left unsaid,

It's not me in this vacancy,

If it was, I'd poor out my feelings,

Too busy caring, prepare for the worst but I'm not breathing,

I'm tired of telling,

Everyone I'm not well, but I'm pretending,

Is there ever a moment in time for me myself and I?

Take a detour

If you come to pour,

Out your feeling cause they're yours,

I'm hesitant, I need a breath, give me a second,

Actually just give me all the time you hadn't,

You haven't yet, you haven't left,

What made you think my mind would change when it's finally set,

With all you've done, I meant what I said,

You didn't listen, that's a price that put you in debt

It's not my blood in my veins,

If it was, I'd have a lot to say,

It's not my heart in my chest,

If it was, there's a lot that's left unsaid,

It's not me in this vacancy,

If it was, I'd poor out my feelings,

Too busy caring, prepare for the worst but I'm not breathing,

I'm tired of telling,

Everyone I'm not well, but I'm pretending,

Is there ever a moment in time for me myself and I?

You made your bed when you ruined mine,

You were in my head, now you're out of line,

I don't see you helping that's fine,

Take care of yourself, you're good at that and with the time I spent, I'm over wasting it,

You're waiting for nothing, I'm walking away,

You sound fucking crazy, breaking plates, placing threats, now this room is a fucking mess,

There's no vacancy, you left me stressed,

Now I'm moving on, placed my bet,

My heart was bleeding, now I envision you in red,

You let every single word get to your head,

What did you expect? Life moves, love heals and you didn't do any of it.

It's not my blood in my veins,

If it was, I'd have a lot to say,

It's not my heart in my chest,

If it was, there's a lot that's left unsaid,

It's not me in this vacancy,

If it was, I'd poor out my feelings,

Too busy caring, prepare for the worst but I'm not breathing,

I'm tired of telling,

Everyone I'm not well, but I'm pretending,

Is there ever a moment in time for me myself and I?

You're blood in my veins,

Forcing me to stay this way,

I need to get the fuck away,

I was always taught that people like you would try to keep me from being me and to never let them to fucking stay,

I'll do what I was told, she'd be proud of me to stand for what I see and back up what I say